I Can't Be Lonely

Lord knows I can’t sleep
But I got makeup and caffeine
As my disguise
I can cover what I’m thinking
And how much I’ve been drinking
With my eyes
I’ve got a Twenty in my boots
I’ve got bleach on my roots
And that’s alright
I just hate being lonely
'Cause it’s the only thing that I can’t hide
Wish I could bottle up this hurt
And put it deep down in my purse
Next to my flask
Sweep it underneath the rug
Or let it rest in pieces of
My sordid past
But you can see this heartache shine
Just like a neon sign
Lights up the night
I can’t be lonely
'Cause it’s the only
Thing that I can’t hide
I leave a trail of pain
Like a Cat. 5 hurricane
Headed south
Breaking hearts like it’s a habit
With a bottle like a magnet
To my mouth
So you’ll be the first to know
When he’s left me all alone
And I’m a mess
'Cause I’m the last one to go home
And the first one
To admit that I’m a wreck
Wish I could bottle up this hurt
And put it deep down in my purse
Next to my flask
Sweep it underneath the rug
Or let it rest in pieces of
My sordid past
But you can see this heartache shine
Just like a neon sign
Lights up the night
I can’t be lonely
'Cause it’s the only
Thing that I can’t hide
You can see this heartache shine
Just like a neon sign
Lights up the night
I can’t be lonely
'Cause it’s the only
Thing that I can’t hide
I can’t be lonely
'Cause it’s the only
Thing that I can’t hide