Hooked

Maybe I’m tainted from all the stains of you
So I remain jaded because you want me to
And and it feels like oh
And it feels like
I can be here forever
I can be here forever
This relationship’s toxic
You’re gonna be the death of me
Momma don’t like you
So we gotta keep it low key
And in the late night hours
You always find me
I can’t see through the smoke screen
I can’t see cause you blind me
And you know I’m a big fan
All I do is watch you
I’ve seen all your videos
Haters can’t stop you
Got you locked in your bedroom
Whatcha want me to say
Anytime that I need you
You only want to look away
Maybe I’m tainted from all the stains of you
So I remain jaded because you want me to
And and it feels like oh
And it feels like
I can be here forever
I can be here forever
I was a kid when we first met
Ale introduced us
It was the death of my innocence
And the birth of abuse
Twenty years later
You still got me hooked
Log on to your website
All I do is look
I don’t even know your real name
I just call you by your stage name
And I feel ashamed every time you leave
I’m in too deep it’s hard to breathe it’s hard to see
You’re nothing but an object
Not a real person you haven’t done a job yet so
Locked my bedroom door and show me things I’ve never seen before
Maybe I’m tainted from all the stains of you
So I remain jaded because you want me to
And and it feels like oh
And it feels like
I can be here forever
I can be here forever
Addiction is a disease
Its hands around my neck I can’t breathe
Deep within the belly of the beast I can’t see
We all have a choice, but the choice was made for me
Life and death, purity and sin, heaven and hell
I hide behind this mask of mine
It’s asinine, I feel inclined to share the only time that
I am feeling fine is after nine P. M
Alone in my room
Alone in my thoughts
It’s lonely, so lonely, lonely
Asking who really knows me
Maybe I’m tainted from all the stains of you
So I remain jaded because you want me to
And and it feels like oh
And it feels like
I can be here forever
I can be here forever
First it gets you
Then you shook
Watch again and now you hooked
Like I fading into a computer screen
It’s a cancer, any feen knows what I mean
It’s a pain like cold sores
You don’t wanna know what’s behind them closed doors
You don’t wanna know what little Timmy’s been really watchin'
On late nights on websites don’t be silly
I was a kid when we first met
I could be here forever
I could be here forever