All of My Days

I watched you come and go faster than I could save it
Its time I learn I should take what I can get
Cause you’re a Sundays best and I’m a fucking mess
I never thought I’d be this close to death
Death to thoughts of a closer you and I
We’re stupid kids looking for stupid fun.
Will I be the one to change your mind?
Or will I just be keeping you up nights?
When will you pull the trigger?
Give me a sign give me a signal to make you all of my days
I swear if we touched we’d disappear
You’re all of my days
But I deserve to sit and rot right here
For now I’ll try to forget about you until you remember me
If this is all you ever wanted its something that I will never be
You are the cracks in my skin, the age in my face
A constant reminder that I gave my life up to the chase
I’ll make you all of my days
I never thought I’d be this close to you
You can’t be fixed by the ones who left you broke
So let me help you breathe before you start to choke
I watched you come and go