Aventine

Watch me and stay close beside
So helplessly waiting close my eyes
And hold me now because it’s after me
Just waiting for my last breath
Vague distant holes in my memory
The nightside I’m drifting so far away
The words that I’m speaking come haltingly
The air that I’m breathing taste sulfuric
Deep inside me
Deep inside my fortress
Feeling is lost with my memory
I’ll work my way back to what it means
It’s far to late to trace my steps back again
The thoughts petrifying me because
The spider man is after me
Fading hoping of familiar recognition
I built a castle made of arms cross and breathless
Watch me turn things around
Turn them on their head
This nightside where I’m drifting
This place is a lie I’m believing
To live with myself
To ease the strain
Release the brain
It’s all I want
Bleeding the vein