Chainsmoking

What if everything I know about you isn’t true
And you’re havin fun just fuckin with my mind
Don’t tell me nothin just leave me in this dream state I’ll be alright
I’d rather die slowly
And act like you love me
Than fall down when I’m up this high
In deep water but you’re still holdin me down
I know loving you is suicide
I know loving you is suicide
I know loving you is suicide
I drink until I’m numb this shits normal cause i can’t stop thinking ‘bout you
now i don’t feel bad when I call you
I don’t need nothin' from no one but i need everything from you baby
I’m chainsmokin' ‘til my lungs turn blue
Everyday I’m starting over square one now I’m stuck on you
Lead me on even if it feels wrong fuck I think I’m obsessed
I’d rather die slowly
And act like you love me
Than fall down when I’m up this high
In deep water but you’re still holdin me down
I know lovin you is suicide
I know loving you is suicide
I know loving you is suicide
Just leave me hanging love
I’ll keep on hanging on
Cause I know loving you is suicide
I know loving you is