Who's to Blame?

There’s something that I’ve been feeling
I have seen it again
Why are they moving away?
Am I doing something wrong?
Should I ask someone or continue to cry alone?
Maybe I still have a long way,
To discover my lies
Through days that never end
Fix my mistakes try to cure
All the wounds I caused or continue to cry alone?
How can something wrong be considered right, don’t say it
Fear is all around with nails in my veins
Please, I don’t wanna feel it again!
Who’s to blame?
I struggle with the pain
That I placed upon myself, yeah
So many lies
Deep in my throat
Wherever I may roam
The scars of the past are still gonna shout
The future, the medicine
To heal the wounds that I will still leave inside again
Cut, inject me …
but do not leave me anymore with this pain.
My anguish comes as rain
it brings fear, darkness and misery
The future, the medicine
To heal the wounds that I will still leave inside again
Cut, inject me …
but do not leave me anymore with this pain.
My anguish comes as rain
it brings fear, darkness and misery
The crows perch to your right, do not care
only if I have your forgiveness God, I’ll accept it