January

I can’t feel my fingers as i hold on for my life
Quiet as this blanket hurts to breathe hurts to try
I have defined january
The end of another new beginning draws me out to white
The cold of what i came for chokes the shine
I have defined january in my life
I think they call this winter
Dead like everything
Harsh as it’s silence and the pain that it brings
I can survive january in my life