To Be Given

I don’t want to do this
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want the world to know the darkest thing I fear
I don’t want to relive
The hell that I’ve been left with
I don’t want to know that I’m the cause
I can’t accept it
To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I’m afraid
If I’m given one more day
That I’d screw it up again with what I’d say
I cannot forgive you
I cannot forgive myself
But now I’m trying everything within my reach to get there
I cannot remain here
Now knowing how I feel
If I don’t say the words out loud, then is it
Something real
To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I’m afraid
If I’m given one more day
That I’d screw it up again with what I’d say
I see traces of the snow from our winter
In everything
In everything
The sun may be shining
But I’m shivering beside your memories
Your memory
To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I’m afraid
If I’m given one more day
That I’d screw it up again with what I’d say
To be given one more day
I would give all that I am though I’m afraid
If I’m given one more day
That I’d screw it up again with what I’d say