So Beautiful

In my mind
Out of sight
All this life
Seemed so beautiful
Fucked up rights
Killing lies
I denied being so miserable
I’ve just started living in this world
But there are still times that I think I kill myself
Through my feelings I get confused
What I desire should be refused
It’s just a picture stuck in my eyes
All my disgrace with your smile collides
Now I’m waiting, fucking waiting
Just pretending… what I hate now…
In my mind
Out of sight
All this life
Seemed so beautiful
Fucked up rights
Killing lies
I denied being so miserable
I’ve been chased by my own shadow
Once I turned round and it didn’t follow
My life’s soundtrack I’d love to sing
Always feeling out of tune to me
It’s just a picture stuck in my eyes
All my disgrace with your smile collides
Now I’m waiting, fucking waiting
Just pretending… what I hate now…