Snow Angel

I think I killed my plant from over-watering it
Things don’t grow the same in the wintertime
I slipped on the stairs, winding myself of air
I can’t do anything but lie here for a moment
I am a snow angel
Makes the bitterness feel romantic
This year there isn’t someone to keep me warm
I’m a bad girl with a cuddle and a budding rose
I came home early from the show tonight
I was feeling low 'cause I went out alone again
Dancing 'round my house, age of 17
I remember when this was done for me
I am a snow angel
Makes the bitterness feel romantic
This year there isn’t someone to keep me warm
I’m a bad girl with a cuddle and a budding rose
Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel
Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel
Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel
Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel
Focusing on a flower
The clouds overhead
The lips of my lover
Mother Nature and her offerings
A reminder that life is beautiful still
Amongst all the madness, the chaos
The need to march in the streets
Fake news, and indoctrination
Closed borders, and deportation
I’ve been deeply sad
A sadness deeper than after reduction
Am I only just realizing the injustice that exists?
Cloaked in white privilege since the day I was born
Blinders on, blinders on
It’s a feeling where I wonder if everything is gonna be okay
And when I say everything, I’m not talking about my little everything,
my little life
I mean the planet, I mean the oceans, people fighting for the right to a safe
life
The polars bears floating away on a brink of ice
What have we done to them?
The only way I can ease the all consuming, rising feeling, as we reach no
return is to grab that pillow and give a good, long scream
Sit with the release
Maybe go for a run
Come home, turn on the TV, go numb for a bit
Look at the suffering that I cause, that I cause, that I, I, I, I, I
I recycle, I compost, I buy second-hand
God, I’m disgusting
Like that’s enough of a plan
Staring at my iPhone
Green smoothie recipe
How to start your day right
Slipped right through my hand
Clean up the glass on the ground
Push little sharp bits around
Whole world’s going to shit
This white girl contributes to it
Oh, I wanna stop trying to hide it, oh, I wanna stop trying to hide it, oh,
I wanna stop trying to hide it, oh I wanna stop trying
Will the lying be around when my child is born?
Should I even have a child at all?
This world is full up
I wanna be a mother, but I shouldn’t bring in another
I wanna be a mother, but I shouldn’t bring in another
What is it to mother?
We all need a mother
Kill our Mother Earth
Stab her and watch her, stab her and watch her (Bleed)
Stab her and watch her, stab her and watch her (Bleed)
Gather around, gather around, don’t watch her, watch her (Bleed)
Stab her and watch her, stab her and watch her, and watch her (Bleed)
For you and me
Four cute little outfits straight off the runway
Sparkles, high socks, vintage, no vanity
Brown paper bag, heard they were going green
Twenty bucks at H&M, baby
Can I get off of this ride? I’m feeling dizzy
It’s moving way too fast, and I wanna come down
Can I get off of this ride? I’m feeling dizzy
It’s moving way too fast, and I wanna come down
Come down, come down
I wanna come down
Can I get off of this ride? I’m feeling dizzy
It’s moving way too fast, and I wanna come down
Come down, come down, I wanna come down
Can I get off of this ride? I’m feeling dizzy
It’s moving way too fast, and I wanna come down