Time

I just wanna have time for you
But I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I’m doing everything I can just to forget you
Because in case you didn’t notice, I’m a mess, too
I swear to God there’s something living in the floorboards
And maybe I’m hallucinating cause I’m sober
When I’m sober is when I’m most fucked up
Will anxiety ever stop?
Why the hell did I ever wanna be older?
I don’t really wanna lie to you
If I could I would be spending every night with you
But I don’t really wanna see you in the morning
'Cause if I let you get to know me, you’re gonna be disappointed
I think there’s something looking in the window
Or maybe I’m hallucinating cause I’ve been alone
When I’ve been alone is when I’m most fucked up
'Cause this is what I want, but it’s also not
I just wanna have time for you
But I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I’m doing everything I can just to forget you
Because in case you didn’t notice, I’m a mess, too
I don’t really wanna lie to you
If I could I would be fucking all the time with you
But I don’t really wanna see you in the morning
'Cause if I let you get to know me, you’re gonna be disappointed
(You're gonna be disappointed)
Maybe the universe was built for me
'Cause after I disintegrate, I will not be able to see
If anything was ever real or just imaginary
I mean, is anybody any fucking different than me?
I swear to God there’s something standing in the hallway
Or maybe I’m hallucinating, 'cause I’m always
Wishing that I had time for you
I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I just wanna have time for you
But I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I’m doing everything I can just to forget you
Because in case you didn’t notice, I’m a mess, too
I don’t really wanna lie to you
If I could I would be fucking all the time with you
But I don’t really wanna see you in the morning
'Cause if I let you get to know me, you’re gonna be disappointed
I just wanna have time for you
But I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I’m doing everything I can just to forget you
Because in case you didn’t notice, I’m a mess, too
I don’t really wanna lie to you
If I could I would be fucking all the time with you
But I don’t really wanna see you in the morning
'Cause if I let you get to know me, you’re gonna be disappointed
(I just wanna have time for you)
(I mean, is anybody any fucking different than me?)
I just wanna have time for you
But I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I’m doing everything I can just to forget you
Because in case you didn’t notice, I’m a mess, too
I don’t really wanna lie to you
If I could I would be fucking all the time with you
But I don’t really wanna see you in the morning
'Cause if I let you get to know me, you’re gonna be disappointed
I just wanna have time for you
But I’m never gonna fucking have time for you
I’m doing everything I can just to forget you
Because in case you didn’t notice, I’m a mess, too
I don’t really wanna lie to you
If I could I would be fucking all the time with you
But I don’t really wanna see you in the morning
Cause if I let you get to know me, you’re gonna be disappointed