Waking

I dialed 911 a long time ago,
Now I see how late they"re reacting.
Here shakes a former lover slash husband,
and there lies the wife, of a trainwreck just waiting to happen
My God,
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone,
(I"m not here and this isn"t happening)
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone,
(We"ll wake up and she"ll be next to me)
I can"t believe that she"s gone
Marvel as this madman, as this makeshift-monster rips through the room.
Watch in fear as he comes completely unglued.
Gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant.
As he christens the walls with broken bottles of
perfume, her fume,
Final moments, must have been a
Nightmare in waking, Victimized, violently shaking.
My God,
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(I"m not here and this isn"t happening)
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(we"ll wake up and she"ll be next to me)
Make this a dr
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eam because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(I"m not here and this isn"t happening)
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(We"ll wake up and she"ll be next to me)
I can"t breathe…
(I don"t deserve to take these breaths)
All I need
(Is to sit and rest my head)
On my knees
(The ambulance and police will be here soon)
I can"t see…
I can"t feel, numb to everything
I can"t feel, numb to everything
I can"t feel, numb to everything
Except my body shutting down as they enter my home.
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream, because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(I"m not here and this isn"t happening)
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(We"ll wake up and she"ll be next to me)
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(I"m not here and this isn"t happening)
Make this a dream because I really can"t believe that she"s gone
(We"ll wake up and she"ll be next to me)