Void of Life

Bleed myself dry
I’m consumed by selfishness
Stop the denial
Forbidden to forgive
One foot in the grave
I’ve already sealed my fate
With the mirror in front of me
Staring at this putrid disgrace
I’m at my breaking point
Your right to live has been taken
This pain is rotting my mind
Like an inch of lead in the back of your head
So many lives
Taken by my hand
I am a stain you can’t wash away
But now the lies have filled up my eyes
And the truth has blinded me
From all that I could see
Nothing is clear to me
Take me back before it all happened
To show everyone that
I am not the same at all
Just to show them that I wasn’t who I am now
Do you think of me?
Do you feel the weight I feel?
We are one of the same
Blood for blood for pain
We will never see eye to eye
Left in the rubble to rot away in time
This hate wants to take control
Unhinges its jaws
Swallows me whole
I feel it boiling
From the depths of my soul
I wear this smile like a fucking disguise
You can see it in my emotionless eyes
Despite my actions
I feel no remorse
I let the pain take its course
I am void of life