Just Thinking

My mind won’t stop, my brain won’t sleep,
I can’t get up and I can’t eat,
It’s been like this for weeks.
I read a book, watch TV,
Can’t help but feel there’s something wrong with me,
It’s just the way I think.
My shirt is too loose, my jeans are too tight,
But I go out, I go out for the night,
If I don’t, I might freak.
Because even though I love being alone,
It sucks to have all that time on your own,
It’s just the way I think.
And I am always overthinking,
Everything, all of the time, all of these things, all on my mind,
And I wish I could find an off switch,
Because I’m so close, I’m on the brink, of peace, but I can’t,
So I just think.
My vision’s blurred, my words are slurred,
I can’t get out a single word,
It’s so damn hard to speak.
Because what I said, it’s like a mental attack,
Wish I could take it back, wish I could take it back,
It’s just the way I think.
And I am always overthinking,
Everything, all of the time, all of these things, all on my mind,
And I wish I could find an off switch,
Because I’m so close, I’m on the brink, of peace, but I can’t,
So I just think.
Shut the whole world down, Shut the whole world down, Shut the whole world down,
And just calm down
And I am always overthinking,
Everything, all of the time, all of these things, all on my mind,
And I wish I could find an off switch,
Because I’m so close, I’m on the brink, of peace, but I can’t,
So I just think.