Numb

Where were you, before we met?
I’ve been trying on, the things that you left
Make me feel, like a man
Like I’m wanted, like I’m wanted again
Where were you, were you by yourself?
Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else
I’m so insecure, nobody knows it but you
I wish I was numb and didn’t have to show you
I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb
I wish I was numb and didn’t have to show you
No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I’ve made
Slipping and falling and crawling away
I wanna talk, but there’s nothing to say
My yesterday was the same as today
Without you with me, I’m blowin' my brains out
Trippin', tryna' find a way out
Life is so clearly played out
Blood in my veins, clip in the K
Once I get bangin' I leave 'em decayed
Truly I feel like my mental has changed
Somewhere along the road that I made
Digging my grave, making my bed
Mud on my body, I’m layin' my head
SESH