Dysfunctional Machine

I fell
From exaggerated heights
In a simulated dream
Under calibrated lights
Like an onsetting disease
It happened overnight
I’m a dysfunctional machine
Adapting to survive
Broke the door you locked me inside of
Looked for comfort, lost in the silence
System failure, process overload
Lose it all to find what you meant to me
Took for granted the time that you spent with me
You could never say I didn’t try
Worry 'bout my whereabouts now
Never gave a fuck about it then
All of a sudden you care about it now
That don’t even matter to me though
Ignoring them whole paragraphs now
Little conversations you forgot
Made some tough decisions, I ain’t proud
All the things that I would’ve done
All the things that I ever said
All the things I never should’ve shared
All the things you say you never meant
I saw what I wanted, blinded by the thoughts
Should of listened when you told me not to fall
Broke the door you locked me inside of
Looked for comfort, lost in the silence
System failure, process overload
Lose it all to find what you meant to me
Took for granted the time that you spent with me
You could never say I didn’t try
Alone and weary, I can’t endure
Your helpless illness I cannot cure
About these feelings, I can’t ignore
Your helpless illness I cannot cure
Like an onsetting disease
You happened overnight, overnight
I’m a dysfunctional machine
Adapting to survive
Adapting to survive
Adapting to survive, yeah
Broke the door you locked me inside of
Looked for comfort, lost in the silence
System failure, process overload
Lose it all to find what you meant to me
Took for granted the time that you spent with me
You could never say I didn’t try