Misery

I wake up
From a painful nightmare
Another sleepless night
And I feel weak
I’m feeling insecure
Walking in the shadows
Hope that no one notices
That I’m here
I start to hurt myself
Just to see if I still feel
Or am I
Already dead?
I can’t see the light
Only voices in my head
They tell me to run
To the point of no return
Come to me my little boy
I will guide you through the darkness
I’m the one to give you
Everything you need
Don’t be afraid to touch me
I can be everything for you
Only I can save you
From this misery
I know I need someone
To help me out from this misery
I want you to be the one
Tell me how can angels die
When their wings are broken
I think they will die soon