All I Ever Wanted

As the moon shines, shines down to the ground
All I ever seem to find, is a sea of wondrous light
And I become ponderous, might, I add…
(You know, sometimes we’re not prepared for adversities)
In the nights, I survive, through the lights that envelope my eyes
And the skies pass by, like a passerby passing by, past a
Passive pasture, it casts it’s eyes
Like a flightless bird trying to fly
I’m going to ride the very thoughts that I
Will one day rule the skies
Only the difference is I know I will
And my ethereal features, will be that of a luminiferous aether
Either you choose to believe or you choose to die, in spite
But I know I’m right
But what occurs when all, that you wished to occur doesn’t occur?
Has that thought ever chose to occur in your mind?
All I ever wanted in my life, was erm
Was to write, but um
I feel wrong, but then, what is life?
Without the strife, again?
And the stars keep flickering
They keep wondering, past
Past my soul’s window’s glass
But perhaps, as a light fades
Another one beams
And as I find. my dreams path
I realise, all I ever wanted…
All I ever wanted, was to find myself
I lost the real me, now I’m tryna find my health
To nurse myself, back to myself, but I need help
I’ve found myself, knee deep, in current debts
The troubles felt like they’d rumbled, up a step
Got troubled steps, feel heat, from tumbled strength
But what to do? When you look in the mirror, yet
You find evil right in yourself
Tryna, right yourself
But I don’t feel righteous yet
Your in the Church, God can help
But you feel hurt, cos of the stress
It keeps bleeding, you yelp
Your breathing, breeding, the stress
It’s eating, eating your flesh
Your screaming, screaming? Correct
For seasons, eons, and yes
My life is unkempt… The skies, envelope my eyes
And I find, myself looking in the light
By the time, you read this divine
Letter, it’d be the night
And I’d of been alright
Yes, I’d of been alright
All I ever wanted in my life, was erm
Was to write, but um
I feel wrong, but then, what is life?
Without the strife, again?
And the stars keep flickering
They keep wondering, past
Past my soul’s window’s glass
But perhaps, as a light fades
Another one beams
And as I find. my dreams path
I realise, all I ever wanted…
In the nights, the skies envelope my eyes
In the nights, the skies envelope my eyes
In the nights, the skies envelope my eyes
And I’m left standing alone.
Standing alone, in the very night
That I’ve found are the homes for my dreams
And my soul, it beams
With delight, with delight, with sweet and utter delight