21 Days

My mind wanders
As I’m trying not to fall in love with you
'Cause every time I wake
I ponder on my mistakes of what I said
It is always my esteem that I sure lose
Playing those stupid games as I always end up chasing you
I can’t help myself anymore
Rehearsing my thoughts as I’m to scared to come to your door
I pushed it all aside just stand next to you
Now you won’t talk to me for something I didn’t do
It’s not gonna work
And I’m trying not to think of you
I’m all confused as I think of the things that I would do
I’m all shook up as I get all nervous inside
My emotions are something that I will always hide
My ways