Demoralized

In your eyes
Do I look empty?
Can you see inside my lies?
Do you talk about the way that I behave?
How I’m digging my own grave?
It’s not alright
I feel demoralized
On I go
Still I feel no self control
My fuse is blown
Keeps me searching for
A way to fill this void
Now I fear you’ve grown annoyed
It’s not alright
I feel demoralized
Today I looked inside myself
Found it harder to defend
All the choices I have made
I fell. I tripped again
This all seams stupid
When the pain comes crashing in
I know it’s not fine
But I’ll lie
Another day
Another complicated sleepless laden night
Think I’ll find myself
A brand new hole to hide
Somewhere I won’t loose my mind
I feel demoralized
Today I looked inside myself
Found it harder to defend
All the choices I have made
I fell. I tripped again
This all seams stupid
When the pain comes crashing in
I know it’s not fine
But we’ll lie
Tell me you know me
You’ll never loath me
Or lie to me
Owe that to me
Today I looked inside myself
Found it harder to defend
All the choices I have made
I fell. I tripped again
This all seams stupid
When the pain comes crashing in
I know it’s not fine
But we’ll lie