Badlands

I am confused and obsessive, why’s this so hard?
I am staggeringly intent on fucking all of this up
Will you use me? Use me! Please get your fix
You’ll be gone in the morning. Please get your fix
I am confused, conflicted, why’s this so hard?
I am contorted in my vision, why’s this so hard?
There is comfort in silence. All talk is weight
I’m conscious I have made too many fucking mistakes
I am a void, a prison, the source of my hate
I am blaming my condition on all of my mistakes
I am— holy hell, why’s this so hard?
I am avoiding the solution ‘cause I love sabotage
I am done
If you give me the chance, wait 'til I’m home
I’ll be back in the highs if you forgive those lows
I am comfortably wasted, comfortably numb
I am so out of touch. I am all of the above
I am twisted, sister, cat got your tongue?
You are the only one I need ‘cause you’re all of the above
I am confused, conflicted, why’s this so hard
I am avoiding the solution ‘cause I love sabotage
I am done
Wait
All of this
All of this
All of this
Why’s this so hard
Why’s this so hard
Why’s this so hard
Why’s this—
Visualise this and I’ll visualise that
Cat got your tongue? It’s self sabotage
Visualise this and I’ll visualise that
Cat got your tongue? It’s self sabotage
Come find me
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
All of this
(Wait)
(Wait)
(Wait)
(All of this)
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
All of this
I crave a sensation
This is not time to go outside
This is not the time to go outside
The wind here never changes
I am the sea
This repetitive child swims sideways
Gannets dive into a whirlpool of black
When the grass hits your toes
And the warmth hits your tongue
I am the sea
I crave a sensation
I crave a sensation
That god only gives
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
Contain me, contort me, I am the gun
All of this