at least i didn't forget

Staring at the random number
But my mind is at a blank
Lookin' at my computer
So I ask, «who is this»
It was my lover
How could I forget?
Ur light in thunder
Ill hurt u twice again
Staring at the late phone call
Whoops did I miss that on purpose?
Yeah that was intentional
And all this distortion
Girl I never wanted this
For you to go off to college
And honestly I hated it
So i’d never have a chance
She say that she forget everything we ever had
Baby that is horrible
I think she got some problems
So u need to worry bout yourself
And there’s no denying that u need a lil help
I already played the part
So go find someone else
I know that she hates it
How I been so far cropped out in the distance
I need to stay away from u
No its not an accident
I’ve focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
I’m sorry not really at least i didn’t forget