Before I

Got all these feelings
But I don’t know
How to name them
I see the faith
But I cannot see me
Chasing it
Maybe I don’t know
Who I am anymore
Maybe there’s
Too much ash
From my cigarettes
On the floor
I feel it
I am breaking, breaking
Down deep feel
Like I’m fading, fading
I think I am mistaken
I think I am mistaken
Diving all night
Got me feeling like
I’m burning inside
Gotta tell you
Where I’m gonna hide
Just in case
You don’t find me
Just in case I decide I wanna
I wanna have
The strength to fight
Change the things
That aren’t right
All the things that I am missing
And I should do before I…
All the things that I should do befor I…
I’m afraid that’s why
I don’t find the words
To explain it
Softly falling
Like ros petals
When it ain’t raining
Im gonna unstitch
The net
If I pull the threat
For too long
This loving thing
Ain’t easy
When it’s yourself
And nothing more
It’s in me
I can taste it
Taste it
I deny it
That ain’t my shit
My shit
There should be something missing
There should be something missing
Walking slow
Like I’m not coming back
I’m burning inside
Gotta tell you
Where I’m gonna hide
Just in case
You don’t find me
Just in case I decide I wanna
I wanna have
The strength to fight
Change the things
That aren’t right
All the things that I am missing
And I should do before I
Die