All at Once I Saw It All

As we’re leaving I feel homesick
But for where I’ve never been
On the edge of Hinya Sheema
My ancient drives and instincts end
I try to focus on it clearly now
But it’s a forever receding horizon
All at once I saw it all
How rare and beautiful
That we were ever even born
All at once I saw it all
Flash before my eyes
And then the flash was gone
Oh time it feels so rare
When everything’s not complicated
When everything can all be seen as clear
The sunset in your window
You trace my hand on the glass before I go
In a moment all was over
But for that moment all was close
All at once I saw it all
The void remembers now
And so I say my name
All at once I saw it all
The ghost parade a shroud
My body rearranged
All at once I saw it all
At predawn in the Canyon
The only place where I feel sure
All at once I saw it all
Homesick for post oblivion
Where I won’t worry anymore