I Put You Up

It’s been a wild half decade in the palm of a ghost
We went from weak with no locks to botox on the coast
Thought keeps was the name of the game but then nope
Shit changed in a day and now I’m see the holes
Seeing the whole picture in an all new frame
Hearing an old measure in a all new way
Baring a baron soul beside a pilot flame
Staring at the glaring truth and knowing I climbed in vein
Agghh
Yeah, well it is what it is
And for a minute didn’t even fucking know it existed
Twisted ass stories I was thinking were nightmares
Got the confirmation 5 am when she not there
It’s so clear
Bad habit addict with the blinders
What’s unclear hear is addition of the minus
The roots got squared but unevenly divided
I needed to see the signage but couldn’t when I was blinded
Yeah, she nickle and dime me though
Got the sickle sitting still on a silent note
Popped a little pill
Another device I know to deal with life’s lack of appeal
Daily a bigger dose needed
Bleeding
Out with all the thin blood
Feeling
Leaving
Left with all my limbs numb
Wheezing
Breathing
Impact collapsing both lungs
Needed Treatment
Skipped and caught an old buzz
An old love that I used to know
An old dog, new tricks
80's Jacque Cousteau
Maybe a bit crazy with the schedule
So I overstand the understatement but still gots to go
I’m off the road
Often known to go heavy
Not controlled by those that can’t hold the wheel steady
Rock the boat while we headed for a set jeti
Ready or not this the credit roll, the ending
I put you up
I put you high up
I put you up
I put you high up
I put you up
I put you high up
I put you up
I put you high up