Current State of Mind IV

Go on live your life, you’re good on your own
Grab a camp chair, you don’t deserve a throne
Stuck with memories, I’m sitting all alone
I was with my niggas probably getting stoned
I was your nigga, I was like your mascot
You were looking average, I was giving mad props
I was addicted to your pussy like a crack rock
Take my weed, put it in the stash spot
I’m only joking, it’s crazy what love will make you do
I guess it’s my fault, I’ve always seen a better you
If you were me and I was you, I wonder what you would do
And I would never put you through the things you put me through
Looking at my efforts, I feel like a fool
Can never fall in love, I fall into a pool
Ass fat full moon in the afternoon
What happens after school happens after school
'Cause when it’s wartime, it’s really wartime
And when it’s your time, it’s really your time
Made a name for yourself, it’s everywhere you go
Even where you stay I couldn’t love a hoe
You know for you I played a fool
The things you do, I’d never do
It’s constantly war between us both
Your love ain’t for me, I need something new
Push me away any chance you get
Don’t try to stay, it will be the same
You just need to run away from me
You just need to stay away from me
Fuck if you love when you don’t love yourself
Smoking on broccoli, man, I hope it helps
I find some time to think properly, still gon' fuck yourself
Way this shit is going I can’t wish you well
Throwing all my coins down a wishing well
Before I wish you well, 'cause you bring me hell
Lies between your lights, but now I know you well
Overthinking everything, I’m in a mental cell
Why would you act like I was insecure
When you were lying I couldn’t be sure
You saw my pain and couldn’t be a cure
You saw my pain and brought me some more
You had me wrapped around your lil' finger
Thought I was stupid like I’m not that nigga
Get over you I hope it happen quicker
Blow out my brains, I’m finna pull the trigger
Voices in my head, Zulu I why would you date her
Bad communication running outta data
Don’t wanna see you now, don’t wanna see you later
Telling all my homies that I fucking hate her
You know for you I played a fool
The things you do, I’d never do
It’s constantly war between us both
Your love ain’t for me, I need something new
Push me away any chance you get
Don’t try to stay, it will be the same
You just need to run away from me
You just need to stay away from me
You see, true love is the only type of love that can keep and sustain a
relationship. And to help you to make the ultimate sacrifice; to give up
playing games, quit distructive habits and quit counselling when you can,
to acquire tools and knowledge in order to for you to help the relationship
Interviewer: And it sounds like that stuff was what lead you to go to your GP
Zoocci Coke Dope: Yeah, yeah
Interviewer: So how was that changed things for you?
Zoocci Coke Dope: Damn! It’s a crazy question. It’s uhm… Firstly I promised
myself to try and forget the whole thing and act like it never happened because
it was such a bad time for me mentally and I never wanna think about it.
This is therapy so if I had to explain it to someone…
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed