Child Of Sin

In my parent’s eyes, I’m a child of sin
Black sheep of the family, blessed be insanity
Down with the lambs, up with the lark
Run to bed my children now, before it gets dark
Family life, forbidden to find
Searching her love, within the black depths of a septic mind
Barred from my mother’s love, please let me in
I was born unto a child of sin
A child of sin — her love becomes my lust
Raped my own kin — mother ashes to dust
Bearing no marks of evil, blamed for my acts of mercy
Come lay you down upon the bed
My imagination of your severed head
The dead loved parents, and the deviant son
Family life now that we are one
Is this the confused mind of a boy?
Or does a oreature lurk within?
Am I possessed by eternal entities?
Or are my urges born of my own fears?
Mother mutilation!
Witness malign grin, born unto a vicious child of sin