Rendezvous

I am
I am
afraid to meet myself when I’m old
I am afraid to meet someone else than I thought
From there I can see how my past was strong on a string
But from here I can feel how the fear demands to begin
From here I can see if my future is hollow and save
I can only ask for the following day to be on my site
I am
I am
afraid to meet myself when I’m old
I am afraid to meet someone else than I thought
And now it’s time, to take my life in my own hands
And not to wait till life takes me by the hand
And now it’s time to decide if the pain should rain over my life
And I know that all this will take time
I am
I am
afraid to meet myself when I’m old
I am afraid to meet someone else than I thought
I am
I am
afraid that be in afraid is a sin
because it makes me wait forever for my life to begin
I don’t wanna wait till forever for my life to begin