In My Head

I’m expected not to fall for ya
Back burners don’t want me to give my all to ya
Lately I gotta call to ya, ultimatums I don’t make em
I’m just drawn to ya
Yeah, got flames, never died out
Played games, never tried out
But I find out, every time I lie down
There’s no escape now even when I hide out
Ugh, stakes high but I bet low
Paint lines on your bed though
I wanna take time when I never make time
Think I need to learn how to let go, ugh
But its harder than it seems
Every night it’s like you wander in my dreams
I just need a little longer with you please
No ones saying that they wanted you to leave but
In my head now, begging you to get out
In your bed now, all these voices get loud
And I gotta shut em down
But you come back, nah I can’t outrun that
You’re the predator, just praying you can hunt that
So I pray more, walking out the same door
Tryna figure out what you need the chase for
And I dont wanna go outside
Turn the lights down, close the blinds
You make me wanna cut my ties
With that girl who keeps me high
And that girl who pays my rent
I guess I just stay in your head
Leave a mess and dont make my bed
Keep you think bout where we left
Give me ten and ill drop that text
I can’t leave my eyes so red
Run around gon' leave me spent
I guess ill give you what I got left
In my head now, begging you to get out
In your bed now, all these voices get loud
And I gotta shut em down
But you come back, nah I can’t outrun that
You’re the predator, praying you can hunt that
So I pray more, walking out the same door
Tryna figure out what you need the chase for