Figured It Out

But I guess I never figured it out
I’m out of control
So up and down, I’m either hot or I’m cold
I never figured it out
I’m paving the road
No matter which way I gotta take it alone
I’m a little bit apprehensive
I don’t know if you could tell
Hung up on past rejections
Rolling with the hand I’m dealt
But I keep on asking questions
Feeling it’s a quest for help
Looking at my damn reflection
It’s about time that I ask myself «why?»
Fake it any time anybody gets close to me
I can’t take it, I hate it
I make it feel strange and invasive
I may get so strained and abrasive
Racing but I’m chained in the matrix
I’m pacing in place with the weight
But I’d rather be chased than to wait for fate
Yeah I Pray all day I won’t have to face it
And I can’t hide (I can’t hide)
No I can’t do this (I can’t do this)
Who am I? (Who am I?)
What am I doing?
Ooh, what am I doing?
Ooh, what am I doing?
But I guess I never figured it out
I’m out of control
So up and down, I’m either hot or I’m cold
I never figured it out
I’m paving the road
No matter which way I gotta take it alone
I never figured it out, out, out
Figured it out, out, out
So take time for me to let you know
Still trying to figure it out
I’ve been ducking the truth
Like I’ve been stuck in the loop
Now tell me
What’s the meaning?, I mean nothing to you
When you mean something to me
Then I’ve got something to lose
Thinking I lost myself already, yeah it’s rough in these shoes
Yo, I rarely get clarity
This here to me’s my therapy
When I’m speaking everybody looking at me kinda different
I’m swearing they all stare at me
Here I go again
I make it about me above you, but
Hold up, if I don’t love me
How the hell could I love you?
Damn, so true
Caught up in the old groove
I’m a screw up well
By now that’s old news
Ooh, what am I doing?
Ooh, what am I doing?
But I guess I never figured it out
I’m out of control
So up and down, I’m either hot or I’m cold
I never figured it out
I’m paving the road
No matter which way I gotta take it alone
I never figured it out, out, out
Figured it out, out, out
So take time for me to let you know
Still trying to figure it out
But I guess I never figured it out
I’m out of control
So up and down, I’m either hot or I’m cold
I never figured it out
I’m paving the road
No matter which way I gotta take it alone
I never figured it out, out, out
Figured it out, out, out
So take time for me to let you know
Still trying to figure it out