Beheaded

I don’t know if it’s worth it
I don’t know if I should keep trying
When most signs point to giving up
If there were someone to take advice from
Would he say give up
Am I losing what should be mine
I don’t know if I really mind
Or am I misusing what’s not mine
What’s really never mine
Everything moves too fast
That’s why there’s so much still left in the past
I know I don’t want to be overlooked
But am I sure how long this should last
I went out to look for you
I wasn’t sure what you might do
But mostly I just wanted to save you
To do something you wouldn’t expect me to