awol

Heart bleeding, I wish that you were near me
I’m seeing the nothing of my ceiling
Can you feel it? The things I am concealing
Impeding, the struggle is repeating
Your face is burnt in my eyes, yeah (Yeah)
I say, «You're the one» it’s a lie, yeah
Your eyes keep me up through the night, yeah
Gonna go AWOL, lost the fight, yeah
I’m tired of all this
I just want to quit it
Make everyday wasted
Lay dreaming of your face
Keep it private, so nobody can hurt you
I’ve been lying to say that «I deserv you»
I can see it that you’ve been through the dirt too
Say, «The stars hav aligned» but it’s untrue
And I’ll throw rocks at your window
My mind and soul’s in a limbo
My head just wants to forget you
And my heart just wants to connect with you, oh
My part in this is regretful
I’m not sorry for leaving a mess though
You put my head through every test known
To mankind, you seem kind of obsessed, no?
I don’t try to fall for the bad guy
But we’re still both seduced by the dark side
Got a death grip on my heart 'til we both die
I see you every night in the clear sky
Don’t you ever forget that you’re all mine
I need you like a bike needs a next ride
I saw through the window, you don’t cry
When you say you do, so it’s just fine
You and I know that it’s just my luck
I was never getting close, I was only getting stuck
Whenever you were on the road, I would stay under the bus
Something’s killing you tonight, so I’ll bleed for both of us
Say, «It'll be OK in the morning»
I can’t believe that you left with no warning
You were the one that I wanted, it tore me
Apart every night 'til I stopped 'cause it bores me
Heart bleeding, I wish that you were near me
I’m seeing the nothing of my ceiling
Can you feel it? The things I am concealing
Impeding, the struggle is repeating
Your face is burnt in my eyes, yeah (Yeah)
I say, «you're the one» it’s a lie, yeah
Your eyes keep me up through the night, yeah
Gonna go AWOL, lost the fight, yeah