Frozen

Please help me forget, I’m drowning in regret
And the place in my head that I need to get hurts better than this
I am frozen in your frame
I am paralyzed and can’t escape
My reflection leaves a stain
That you can’t wash out and you can’t erase
Don’t look away, this is what I look like everyday
Please help me forget, I’m drowning in regret
And the place in my head that I need to get hurts better than this
I have gotten good at digging graves
The part of me you loved I’ve locked away
And now, my reflection is turning grey
Is it too far to reach or am I just afraid?
With all candor, I’m loved
Trust me I know it, but I can’t feel it at all
I feel so alone
It’s like a cancer, I know
Since I was young it’s just grown, and grown, and grown
I don’t know where to look, don’t know where to turn
I don’t know where to go
So please help me forget