Wish I Didn't

Wish I didn’t miss you
Wish I didn’t want to kiss you
Wish I did’nt
But I do
I was so busy concealing
How I was really feeling
I lost my way
Misery will miss you
And when she kisses you
I hope you don’t recall
All the times when you were with me
Lay in bed and said you’d love me
Did it all mean nothing at all
Don’t want better than nothing
Don’t want something I have to cling to
Wish I didn’t wish I was with you
Wish I didn’t but I do
Wish I didn’t but I do miss you
Did you just want to use me
Were you scared to lose me
If you told me the truth
Wish I didn’t wish I was with you
Wish I didn’t but I do
Just make believe
Not meant to be
I knew you’d leave
Wish I hadn’t lived my life
As though existence
Was through resistance to you
I’ll turn my back on you
I’ll cut the cord
Close the book
Shut the door
We’re just two words
On the final page
The end
Wish I never knew you
Wish I didn’t want to hurt you
Wish I didn’t but I do
Now I spend my nights crying
Hoping that your lying
How dare you
What you gonna do when i’m there at your door
What you gonna do when i’m down on your floor
What you gonna do when i’m asking for more
What you gonna do, what you gonna do
What you gonna do when i’m down on my knees
What you gonna do when i’m begging you please
Dont leave