Seaself

It’s all/only in my mind
That I fuck up all the time
I won plenty of victories
I can focus on these memories
Only in my mind
I’m messed up all time
I can’t cancel the clouds
And just let it go, let go
See all the black thoughts coming at once, yeah
Like a ghost that is haunting your life, ouai
Now there’s a cloud overr your head and it won’t shut it up
I’m afraid your too old and you may be too weak
To carry a thousand of pictures of yourself
Are you gonna make it like Houdini made it?
Your Self have been shut into a safe in the sea
Now your mind is a maze where you can’t find yourself
You were volonteer for the tears
You were volonteer for the tears
They say
It’s only in my mind
That I’m fastened all the time
I got plenty of victories
I can focus on these memories
Only in my mind
That I’m down all the time
I got to catch the fucking train
And just let it go, let it go
These days you know I can’t focus at all
I hear the swell but I’m too weak to ride
My dopamine is sold out again
My spirit is off and my body hurts a lot
It’s all/only in my mind
That I fuck all the plans
I won plenty of victories
I can focus on these memories
It’s a dream of my mind
That I’m messed up all time
I can forget these clouds
And just let it go, let it go