Thanks That Was Fun

I’m learning. I’m yearning
I’m burning all your stuff
But that’s not enough
I’m faking that I’m aching
Mistaking lust for love
Thanks that was fun
Don’t forget, no regrets
Except maybe one
Did I scare you when I dared you?
I stared you in the eye and told you good-bye
You mocked me. it shocked me
When you walked me to the bus
Thanks that was fun
Don’t forget, no regrets
Except maybe one
Made a deal, not to feel
God, that was dumb
Everybody knows the deal fell through
I was hoping I could just blame you
When was it that I became so soft?
This sentimentality doesn’t look good on me
I thought that you would be begging to be with me
I’m the one on my knees, blubbering
«Please, let me stay»
Deflated and jaded, I hate it when you call
Which isn’t at all
I’ve spoken, though broken
Here’s a token of my love