Sawzall

I go over every word you said to me
Every single syllable I could repeat
Certified to scuba dive in my memory
Why didn’t you tell me how you felt that day?
How was I supposed to know? I can’t mind read
How was I supposed to see? It was underneath
Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back, I see the meaning
I didn’t notice the teething
Why didn’t you say you need me?
(Why don’t you say what you mean?)
(I told you I’m sorry, I know you are)
Shoulda read into you drifting from your friends
But you were the apple of both of my eyes
So I couldn’t see the signs, baby, I was blind
Miss being self-conscious while you laughed at me
Said it was embarrassing, but secretly
It made me feel special when I saw you smile 'cause of me
Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning wish I asked more
I didn’t notice the teething
Why didn’t you say you need me?
(Why don’t you say what you mean?)
(I told you I’m sorry)
I donate my love
I donate my
I do-, I donate my love
I gave you nothing
I understand, I understand
I gave you nothing