No Sleep in Suburbia

Yeah, ring my line I won’t pick up
If I buy her a ring, won’t live that down
Do not disturb, still hit her back up
Brought a save to the game, nigga no backup
Gotta get progress, gotta get a stack up
Niggas worried bout me, niggas better back up
Niggas been so raw I forgot some magnums
We still bussing
I ain’t even close with a local
If you can’t keep track get a pro tool
If you need more than that I don’t know you
Niggas still wanna flex on the old me
All they ever do is stress that they know me
Tryna fake more beef, go Kobe
Bet they ass finna hide like Covid
Yeah, I’m taking precaution
Two decades got twic of the losses
Seen heartbreak and addiction I crossed it
I don’t gotta say that I stunt cuz I boss it
All of the pain and anger it fueled me
Been so reckless and flowing so fluently
Said that you cared, yeah I know that you fooled me
That be the shit that I’m falling for usually
Usually
Uh, I can’t even sleep cuz them demons next to me
I can’t even blink they might try to take my peace
Stay strapped up like Malcolm I ain’t never had a dream
If I take more drugs then I’ll finally rest in peace
Oh no no no no no no please don’t take my soul
Oh no no no no no no please don’t take my soul
Oh no no no no no no please don’t take my soul
Birds, birds
I don’t be hearing a word
Popping up into my session
Not saying a noun or a verb
I gotta couple of rappers
Dropping a bag for a verse
Then using my flow right after
I guess I got what I deserve
The pressure be creeping back into my head
I’m getting so nervous I’m taking more meds
Leaving the function to deal with the stress
Cuz I cannot function round that many heads
That’s the position I made for myself
Staying up late just escaping myself
For every little seven in heaven
I’m stuck with an hour in hell
I need to be more consistent
Maybe lil better with women
Give more support to my niggas
And not just the moments they winning
I feel the ups and the downs
I got too content with my sinning
I’m penning this verse for penance
Black sheep nirvana religion
Religion
Uh, I can’t even sleep cuz them demons next to me
I can’t even blink they might try to take my peace
Stay strapped up like Malcolm I ain’t never had a dream
If I take more drugs then I’ll finally rest in peace
Oh no no no no no no please don’t take my soul
Oh no no no no no no please don’t take my soul
Oh no no no no no no please don’t take my soul
Dark days and colder nights
I strive I fight, I strive and lie
No sleep in this suburbia
I work and lie, repeat till I die
Repeat till I die, repeat till I die
The sunrise before I close my eyes
I stunt and flex just to tell my lies
I’m hurt, I’m guarded by this thing called love
I close my heart until I know you’re the one
This feeling of feeling nothing, I’ve come undone
This feeling I’m feeling something, I’ve come undone
This feeling I’m feeling, no longer numb
This feeling is fleeting, I’m not enough