Lovely Day

I’ve been listening to this song for hours
And my head aches but that doesn’t stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red
And I do this to myself
I should get out
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling
There is no cure for
So I wait
It’s a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don’t think so
It’s just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I have your number
But I won’t call it
I fear rejection more than being alone
I’m almost nauseous
Maybe I’m dying?
Over dramatic, but that’s what happens
When you have too much time to think about the end
The lights look blurry now
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
That I have no part of
It’s a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don’t think so
It’s just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I’m faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I’m overwhelmed again
Lovely day
Feel this way
Lovely place
Never feel this way