Before

I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
And baring with me over these last couple of years
While i figure this shit out
Is anybody out there?
It feels like im talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything i come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like im going insane
Am I the one whose crazy?
Yeayah
Woah wah
Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh)
Woah wah
Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
So why in the world do i feel so alone
Nobody but me, i’m on my own
Is there anyone out there
who feels the way i feel
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one (?)
I went away I guess to open up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew what I was going through
Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne
It’s like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin'
I felt horrible about myself
He was spittin and I wasn’t
Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it
Almost went at Kanye too
God it feels like im goin’psychotic
Thank god that I didn’t do it
I would of had my ass handed to me
And I knew it but proof wasn’t here to see me through it
Im in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it
Are you stupid? Gonna start dissin people for no reason?
Especially when you can’t write a decent punchline even
You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying
Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help
Is anybody out there?
It feels like im talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything i come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like im going insane
Am I the one whose crazy?
So why in the world do i feel so alone
Nobody but me, i’m on my own
Is there anyone out there
who feels the way i feel
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one (?)