relapse

Baby all this medicine is killing me
I know it hurts you slow, so please just leave me be
Lungs collapsed, i cannot breathe
Wide awake but still asleep
My body’s breaking under pressure
My mind is always under the weather
I hope that one day i won’t be
Such a fucking mess and leave
Take me out my misery
Break my heart and let me bleed
Fuck these drugs, i wanna be
Happy just for once, god please
Falling down
I wish u wer around
So you could tell me that this is not the ral me
I broke my promise to you
I’m sorry for hurting you
I hope this relapse will be my last
Take me out my misery
Break my heart and let me bleed
Fuck these drugs, i wanna be…
Fuck