scared to

I know I’ll see you again
But I really don’t want to
I’m scared to
I don’t think I’m strong enough to do it again
So if you ever see me
Just turn around and leave me, please
'Cause I don’t think I have it in me
And all that I’ll think and I’ll see
Is the way you looked at me
When you said you were leaving
I know I’ll see you again
But I really don’t want to
I’m scared to
I know I’ll have to pretend
That seeing you won’t break me
That scares me
Even the thought of you can send me back to the day
That you and I ended
Lost at forever and a minute
'Cause I don’t think I have it in me
And all that I’ll think and I’ll see
Is the way you looked at me
When you said you were leaving
'Cause I don’t think I have it in me
And all that I’ll think and I’ll see
Is the way you looked at me
When you said you were leaving
So if you ever see me then
Just turn around and leave me again
'Cause I know I don’t wanna see you
I’m scared to