I Should've Opened My Fucking Eyes

I feel so alive
I should’ve opened up my eyes
I never knew what I would find
Why’d you keep my by your side
I always thought that you would hold me close I know
Im hopeless again
Why’d you keep me by your side
Why’d you keep me by your
Side like I’m broken
Tell me baby was it worth the time now I’m coping
Pain in your lipstick got me choking
You held my heart never noticed it was frozen
Doing coke like you’ll quit it in the morning
But
Now I’m a rockstar, lights in the mirror like a cop car
I’m a Misfit, you love to raise your voice but never listen, you’v cheated on
yourself I’ll keep th distance
Set me on fire and watch me burn
I love the way you lie but those aren’t my words
Don’t twist this with fake tears in your eyes
I’ve changed my mind and (I feel so alive)
No, I can’t let you go
So I spend my days now tryng to cope
And Never thought i would choke on a quote
But You wrote the songs I just sing these notes
Maybe I could fake a few smiles but you see right thru em
Wear my shoes for a mile you would wear right thru em
It’s really not much to confess
Everybody knows that I been a mess