Accountability

Was I this fucked up before ya
Was it that you did a number on me
Why is it I can’t ignore ya
I know that you ain’t been thinking bout me
Wanna hit send but abort it
Love is a text that I don’t need to send
Lock on my heart you still own it
The keys on a chain with a million of them
We promised forever and my heart intends to keep it
I wish that I could break it
Its still breaking for no reason
I got bodies on bodies to numb all the feels
Just makes it harder to swallow the pill
I know its love but I hate that its real for me
Killing me slow with ya venom
Immune to the pain in my veins from resentment
And daddy ain’t treat me no different
Its probably why you wasn’t fit to begin with
I admit it I miss you
That nigga that you wit must be winning
Cause I ain’t heard from you in a minute
What he got that I can’t give you yea
We promised forever and my heart intends to keep it
But I wish that I could break it
Its still breaking for no reason
I got bodies on bodies to numb all the feels
Just makes it harder to swallow the pill
I know that its over but hate that its real to me
And I finally admit that
We were never good never could last
Uphill down hill demons from my past my past
Your past
I remember when the truth became an issue
In the clinic tried my hardest not to kill you
You could do you but you was doing me too
And niggas played you cause I gave em room too
It ain’t all you
I know I got shit too
All your trust issues
You a super hoe so nigga yea I got a right too
And all of them niggas you kept taking down
I had to match you to even it out yea
Now all my heart is a fucking result now im Stockholms on stupid
Ain’t no room for love