Overthinking

Can you tell me everything’s fine?
I know it ain’t hard for you to lie
I don’t want to say what’s in the mind
Cause I just want to have a good time
Drunk words, drunk thoughts
Can you tell me what I told you, I forgot
Pick the bottle up, pour another shot
I be overthinking, I just want to stop
I think they like to see me looking like a train wreck
But I’m so wasted it hasn’t hit the brain yet
Can you take a rain check?
Got so many of em that I’m wealthy
And it’s nothing I could ever let you mutha fuckas tell me
I’m the opposite of healthy, I be dying inside
It’s my real personality I’m trying to hide
I know you hate to see me win
I know you hate to see me happy
I just want to see a big booty bitch
Throw it at me
Can you do that shit for Nvsty, baby
Can you take the pain away, can you save me
I’m going crazy
In my mind
Can you be with me until the end of time?
Didn’t think so
Can you tell me everything’s fine?
I know it ain’t hard for you to lie
I don’t want to say what’s in the mind
Cause I just want to have a good time
Drunk words, drunk thoughts
Can you tell me what I told you, I forgot
Pick the bottle up, pour another shot
I be overthinking, I just want to stop
I think I know why you shun me
I think I know why you hate me
You think I ruin your image and it be driving you crazy
You feel as if you have to pay for all my drunken mistakes
I understand and I have no excuse but hear what I say
If you really cared about me, you’d be asking me why
Why do I drink until the point of looking death in his eye
Instead you take these pictures of me, and you post it online
If you be stressin bout the image, why go ruining mine?
You think I pay it no mind because I laugh and I share it
But deep inside I’m embarrassed, and I decide I should wear it
Cause what’s the point of being perfect? I’m embracing my flaws
You feeling good about yourself? You need a round of applause!
Can you tell me everything’s fine?
I know it ain’t hard for you to lie
I don’t want to say what’s in the mind
Cause I just want to have a good time
Drunk words, drunk thoughts
Can you tell me what I told you, I forgot
Pick the bottle up, pour another shot
I be overthinking, I just want to stop