Just A Boy

I don’t like my hair
I don’t like my teeth
I can’t stand the way that I smile
My weight’s up and down
My bank’s empty now
And I’m basically just a child
I’m terrible at not believing
That everyone I love will leave me
I always sabotage
Everything’s a mirage
I’m terrified of all these feelings
But with you, I wanna be
The illusion who you see
But I’m just a boy
Tryna hold on to what’s left of me
I’m not a man
I’m just doing the best I can
A million mistakes I make every day
Can’t seem to turn around without another bridge in flames
Wondering if I’ve got what it takes
Or am I just a boy?
Playing games
Waking up late
Wondering if I should grow up
I guess you could say
It’s too late to change
That I should be more than enough
But I’m terrible at just believing
That anything I do has meaning
A tiny spec of dust
In a cloud full of us
I can’t even begin to see me
But with you, I’ll try to be
The illusion who you see
But I’m just a boy
Tryna hold on to what’s left of me
I’m not a man
I’m just doing the best I can
A million mistakes I make every day
Can’t seem to turn around without another bridge in flames
Wondering if I’ve got what it takes
Or am I just a boy
Tryna hold on to what’s left of me?
Don’t feel like a man
But I’m just doing the best I can
A million mistakes I make every day
Can’t seem to turn around without another bridge in flames
Wondering if I’ve got what it takes
Or am I just a boy?