Viole (N) T

I can see the sounds running from the walls
I’m tasting colours no one else can see
My head is hollow, my body is heavy
It’s fucking happening you better be ready
this is the shit, do you feel it? I’m fucking losing it
stumbling down the same direction, waking up from the same dream
Knowing it will never end, and I will never change
always tried my best with you and get us through this shit
but I guess I always knew it would finally come to this
I’ve fought this desire so many times before
But my mind is getting weaker and lust has only grown
you’re the last I have, my sister, my everything
shut up, don’t fucking look at me
shut up, don’t fucking look at me
cross my heart and hope to die
there’s nothing to stay for there’s nothing to find
feel her pain and turn around
I’m nothing but weak
locked jaw make her shut it
call the demons 666
mom is gone cause she’s not home
let’s keep it that way.
feel her pain, break her trust.
She will never be the same.
And I will never, never change.
Watch my love cold, scared and quivering in the corner
my biggest desire now empty content
the fear in her eyes turns it all intro crushing regret
cross my heart and hope to die.
I’m so fucking sorry
I’m so fucking sorry
I’m so fucking sorry