Emotional

I started off functional
To tell the truth
I loved getting wasted off of you
But I swear that I was functional
Wanted but didn’t need you
Never too hard to leave you
But something happened last time you let go of my hand
Ashamed to say along the way I lost myself in my feelings
Pre-You're in my heart
You’re in my head
This is more than a crush
This is different
You’re in my veins
Deep in my brain
You replay and play again and again
I’m thinking
When did I get so emotional
Over you
Like when did I lose my control
What did you do
Cuz boy I lost my will
I can’t keep still
Thirst feels so real
Sometimes it makes me cry
When did I get so emotional
Over you
Boy I’m so emotional
I try to hide the way I feel
When I look in your eyes
But I can’t pretend that I don’t feel
Like I’m dying inside
And I don’t have the right to wonder where you are at night
Cuz you don’t belong to me
But when we’re lying side by side
Face to face and up all night
Feels like it’s just you and me yeah
Pre-You're in my heart
You’re in my head
This is more than a crush
This is different
You’re in my veins
Deep in my brain
You replay and play again and again
I’m thinking
When did I get so emotional
Over you
Like when did I lose my control
What did you do
Cuz boy I lost my will
I can’t keep still
Thirst feels so real
Sometimes it makes me cry
When did I get so emotional
Over you
Boy I’m so emotional
Was it the first time that we kissed
Or was it the day that we stayed up all night
Getting intoxicated
Deep in conversation
I knew the game but I decided to play it
And this is what I was afraid of
So many times I try to push you away but
When I say leave I really want you to stay with me
Oo-ooh you’re in my heart you’re in my head
This is more than a crush this is different
You’re in my veins deep in my brain
You replay again and again and again
When did I get so emotional
Over you
Like when did I lose my control
What did you do
Cuz boy I lost my will
I can’t keep still
Thirst feels so real
Sometimes it makes me cry
When did I get so emotional
Over you
Boy I’m so emotional