Missing

I don’t want to force your hand
But wishes disguised as plans will never do
Like the king of deathbed regrets
And the queen of last requests could ever choose
I told you twice
Give me an inch and I’ll ruin the rest of your life
You came inside
Didn’t know whether to laugh or to shit or go blind
I’ll remember you as you were
A brief and enchanting blur of eyes
Me, I can’t complain
I’m nothing without this pain
You know I’ve tried
But I’ll always leave with you
At the nd of a useless night
It’s not so bad
Watching as evryone dies with a in his back
As breathing slows
Something was off and I’m always the last one to know
No one cares where you are
There’s nothing that you forgot
And nothing you have to do
We’re surrounded on all sides
By maps and strange signs
And nothing is ringing true
There’s a man with a loaded gun
Wherever you came from
How could I refuse?
With all you leave behind
It follows me every time
'cause missing is all I do
Missing is all I do
Missing is all I do
Missing is all I do
Missing is all I do
Missing is all I, is all I do…