Remember to Feel Real

So here’s the truth:
You were right all along,
They were never my friends
And I was living a lie
But I won’t fall for it next time.
You figured me out
I’m like a leaf in the wind
I try and find who I am but wind up lost in the end.
Somtimes it’s hard to know whats real when you’re not
'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me But I’m sick of trying so hard.
Waste all your time with me I know I’m a mess right now
Don’t give up, believe…
I’d wait it out for you.
Every day i’m just making my rounds, just digging a home
six feet underground.
Sometimes it’s hard to know what’s real when you’re not.
'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me.
But I’m sick of trying so hard.
Waste all your time with me.
I know I’m a mess right now.
Don’t give up, believe…
I’d wait it out for you.
Nothing’s here for me but you.